:: 100th posting = Besday ::

Happy Birthday to Me...................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yup.... it fall on the same day of my besday the 100 posting...

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is okay if I buy a birthday cake for my own birthday celebration???

Thanks to all my friends who wish 'Happy Birthday' to me..

and two of my friends (cannot tell...hihihi) who give me presents and 'belanja' me dvd anime...

yeeeeee.........

love you uolzzzz.......

Do I think I'm getting old???

Not sure...but still cute...hahahaha~

More mature???

Depends on the types of the things that matured in....

How about special someone?????

Err.....no comment about that...

Anyone who want to be my bf....msg me....

lalala~ *kidding*

A bit sad b'coz cannot celebrate my besday with my family....

Next Monday my dad n cousin besday....

so many people celebrate their besday in October yeah....

emm......

:: Saturday Fever ::

it's not that I have a fever

it's just that I plan to

study

Pengurusan Emosi

{Emotion Management}

Japanese Language

finish a bit of Academic Reading presentation

sleep

eat

enjoy the boring day

in my room

while

listening to all my favorite songs

the group that I will be addicted forever


Arashi

and


UverWorld *currently addicted to Koishikute*

:: untitle ::

nothing much

just wanna tell that

I try to make my mind and body

focusing on my study

examination is around

playing not much can to to it

sleep, lack of it

study week....

got two presentations...

one presentation fall on my birthday

hahaha~

:: As the coming moment ... ::

Yup, exam is just around the corner

just study a bit....

still not in the mood to study

when will in come???

well, I need to brace myself and start study bit by bit

SKBE 2113 Oral Comm Strategies No Final Exam

SKSE3143 Sejarah Peradaban Dunia 27/10/09 12.00 PM

ZZZT2253 Pengurusan Emosi 28/10/09 3.30 PM

SKVA2713 Bahasa Jepun Asas 1 3/11/09 8.30 AM

SKBE2943 Academic Reading 4/11/09 8.30 AM

SKBE2013 Academic Writing 12/11/09 3.30 PM

p/s : why writing paper da last paper..and the gap is 1 week???

:: Happy Holiday ::

Happy? not really...right now I'm alone in by room~

Just got back from lunch with you-know-who ...hahaha~

Plan to study 'a bit' ....

Finish assignment 'a bit'

Do homework 'a bit'

Clean the room 'a bit'

Sleep.....a lot...hahaha~

That's all... and

Can't wait for my birthday on ............. hihihi~

finally will be 21 ~

Getting old??? can't tell.....

new signature

The 4th week

yep, it's already the 4th week of my 2nd year in UKM as ELS student

tiring, yes, need to woke up early coz from Mon to Wed I got class as early as 8.00 am

huhuhu~

when I get up from the bed...

arrghh, soooooo lazy.....

but need to

coz it's my duty as a student

learn new things everyday

experience new thing everyday

make new friends/enemies everyday (hahaha~)

yup, it's true

people might envy you for no reason at all

as for me...

there is nothing to envy of

it's the 'gift' that some1 have that make them different from others

it also depends on them whether they want to use it or not

we must use every method that we have around us

as long as it bring benefit to that particular person and it did not harm others

unless the purpose is to make others hate you..then yes



competition is important

but,

if it is use wrongly,

it would make enemies out of people

don't try to make something that would always always always benefit just you

but sometimes we need to think about others too

what the use if you the only person who got the winning prize

but at the same time

you kill other people opportunity

i really hate people who do not understand the word

"follow the rules"

yes, rules is mean to be broken

but

there are many rules that cannot be broken just because that certain people have

a selfish instinct in them

it's call coward

if you need to follow the rules,

just follow it

no need to cheat to make your life easier

others know about what you doing is wrong

think about it

and

change it

New Color

Life is full of color

If it colorless

it because of the person themselves

that make their world colorless

so

colored your world with sweet moment

eventhough there might be a bitter moment in it

that would make u fall

To Be...

to be a winner

one need love

need sacrifice

need

everything that a person can give

to be a loser

one don't need to do anything

to make themselves miserable

to make their world upside down

to make other world in chaos

so

to became a balance person

who can be a winner and a loser

at a same time

need to have the courage

to face the world that full of act and lies

What is..

moments that is precious to you

you don't even want to let it go

even it might hurt you

or

kill you

you still get a grip of that moment

while walking, talking, sleeping and even dying

people who does not understand others

would hurt people around them

whether they did it to hurt you or make you hate

the world itself

the time that is precious to you

they stole it like a tiger trying to catch a running but weak 'food'

murderously with cruel in their eyes

people who would stole your moment for their own happiness

does not care if you

lying death on the street

they would laugh at you behind their back

as for

they finally get to make you

fall on your knees

for they feel that they a god

full of superior power

to ruin you

but the fall of them will soon come

someday...

What if...

the world is in chaos

everything is useless

everything is missing

everything is miss place

everything is wrong

everything is nothing

everything is like an enemy

but

one thing for sure

just be what you want to be

do not make the rival beat you

even though they feel that they are the winning team

it's not the end of you

it's only the beginning of what we call

new experience that would shape you

to become a better person than your enemy

it's your heart and what you believe that makes you

you...

Story of Today

It's not about how you colored it

it's about how to create the shape of life

that makes

the color unforgettable valuable

and

the most important is

being love

by

all

It's About...

it's about trying to survive in the heat of life that's make people behave as they are

it does not matter if the being selfish about it

as long as they get what they want

even if

it

might

kill

their

love one

so

it's not about life or being selfish

it's about

trying to challenge the world

that

full of truth and lies

and

staying compose with life at stake

Yeah!!!!

I'm in Muo right now...
Want 2 clear my head from work 4 a few day..
coz next week I've got 4 quizess in 3 days in a row ma...
Arrgh!!!!

SIC, ICT, ICT(FSSK),Ktrampilan....
Didn't read anything yet..
Just watch movie n anime that I already bought but didn't hav time to watch...
Sleep all day (my plan) but got scolded by my dad.."Bangun! Cuti2 ni tido je..kmas ar umah ni skit!" ceh, tau ar...nty ar akak wat..(at that time still woke up...huhuu..scary oooif he got angry...)

Wanna 'merayau2' jap...
Cau 4 now...

Wait 4 d next post..mayb next week..
Not easy ar 2 go 2 cc at this place...got scolded again...
Haih~

Lazy, hazy, crazy, busy

10 key principles to beating busyness :-

- do what matters most to you
-create positive emotion whenever you go
-find your rhythm
-invest your time wisely
-don't waste time
-identify and control source of gemmelsmerch
-delegate
-slow down
-don't multitask ineffectively
-play

Busy day as always....haih~
Thank got no need 2 hear my lecturer to nag 'bout written comm draft (>.<)!!!!!
Prepared for Structure in Context quiz eventhough it will happen next week...
Rainy day....clothes still not dry yet...
Dinner Za'ba (MAGIZ'09)...can't wait..
Headache 'bout the clothes...

Tired!!!! ~Sayonara~

This morning....someone really really pissed me off....
Call him like...10 times already but still doesn't answer my call...
We make a promise to send back sponsor things (thank god there is someone could help me send it back, thanks)...
Where is he????
Still sleeping..his reason "I sleep late last night"
What???!!! Others also sleep late but still wake up...
Really really really make me wanna K*** him!!!!

4.08 p.m.

Just got back from sending my written comm assignment outline...
Lazy around...
Still thinking what to do next... sleep??? mayb...

My Favourite Songs Lyric

Kimi-Hana (Junjou Romantica) S1

Romaji

Sono te hanasanaide hanasanaide
Boku ga sobani iru kara
Donna toki demo waratte waratte
Hana wo sakasete yo

Kimi no daisukina hana ga saita yo
Chiisana toge no aru hana ga kesa saita yo
Sono toge de jibun wo mamoreru tsumori kana
Tsuyogatte bakari no hana kimi mitai dane

Yasashisa wo shiru hodo setsunaku narunda
Kimi ga nagashitekita namida no nukumori to shite kara

Kimi ni aitakute aitakute
Futari de ireba iru hodo samishikunaru nara
Samishiku nakunaru made te wo tsunagou
Sono te hanasanaide Hanasanaide
Boku ga sobani iru kara
Donna toki demo waratte waratte
Hana wo sakasete yo

Kimi ga dokka no hoshi ni hohoemi kakeru nara
Sora wo miageru dake de shiawase ni narunda

Nanigenai koto mo itoshiku omou no wa
Kimi to iu na no hana ga kono mune ni saita kara

Kimi ni aitakute aitakute
Futari de ireba iru hodo samishikunaru nara
Samishiku nakunaru made te wo tsunagou
Sono te hanasanaide Hanasanaide
Boku ga sobani iru yo
Donna toki demo waratte naite ageru kara
Sobani ite

Mizu wo agenakya karete shimau kara
Sonna toge ja nani mo mamorenai yo
Tsuyogatte bakari no hana nanda
Sono toge de kizutsukanai ne sonnani mou nakanaide

Sono te hanasanaiyo hanasanaiyo
Futari de ireba iru hodo samishiku naru nara
Samishiku nakunaru made te wo tsunagou
Chiisana sono toge de boku no te wo tatoe kizutsukete mo

English

Don’t let go of this hand, don’t let go
Because I’ll be by your side
No matter when, smile! Smile!
The flower will bloom

The flower you like the most has bloomed
The flower with a small thorn bloomed this morning
I wonder if I should protect that thorn
The lone strong flower resembles you

The gentleness becomes as painful as I know
Because you and the warmth of your falling tears know

I want to see you, I want to see you
If it gets lonely even when the two of us are together
Let’s hold hands until the loneliness disappears
Don’t let go of this hand, don’t let go
Because I will be by your side
No matter when, smile! Smile!
The flower will bloom

If you send a smile to a star somewhere
Just looking up at the sky makes me happy

Even trivial things become precious to me
Because the flower that is you bloomed in my heart

I want to see you, I want to see you
If it gets as lonely even when the two of us are together
Let’s hold hands until the loneliness disappears
Don’t let go of this hand, don’t let go
I will be by your side
No matter when, smile! You can cry, because
I’m with you

If there’s no water, it will wither, so
that thorn can’t protect anything at all
It’s the lone strong flower
The thorn doesn’t hurt, so don’t cry anymore

I won’t let go of this hand, Won’t let go
If it gets as lonely even when the two of us are together
Let’s hold hands until the loneliness disappears
Even if that small thorn hurts my hand

Shoudou (Junjou Romantica) S2

Romaji

afuredashita shoudou ga bokura no mune wo utsu
ima futari no STORY ugokidashita
meguriaeta shougeki de iro no nai sekai ga
isshun de azayaka ni irozuite yuku yo

nagareyuku kumo no yuki saki
tooi kimi ni omoi wo yoseru
sorezore no basho to negai
sora wa aki no iro

mada miru kimi mo boku to
onaji you ni okubyou na kaze ni
fukaretari shite iru no ka na
hitori sabishiku nakanaide
meguriaeru made

afuredashita shoudou ga bokura no mune wo utsu
ima futari no STORY ugokidashita
meguriaeta shougeki de iro no nai sekai ga
isshun de azayaka ni irozuite yuku yo
bokura no mirai wa kagayaite yuku yo

maeru susumeba dareka to butsukatte
okubyou ni naru bakari
dakedo mae wo muite aruiteku yo
kimi to aeru nara

ame ni uttarete furueru koe
nemureru yoru wo samayotte mo
boku wa yuku yo kimi to deaeru
sono hi made

afuredashita shoudou ga bokura no mune wo utsu
Ima futari no STORY ugokidashita
meguriaeta shougeki de iro no nai sekai ga
isshun de azayaka ni irozuite yuku yo

yohou hazure no kanashii ame mo
futari ireba kowakunakatta
nanimo tokubetsu janai kimi to boku no
arifureta koi no uta

afuredashita mirai ga me no mae ni hirogaru
mata futari no STORY tsuzuite yuku
meguri aeta unmei ga kitto guzen janakutte
kimi to au tame ni koko ni iru yo
meguri aeru tame ni umarete kitan da yo


Kuroshitsuji

Romaji

Deai ni iro wa nakute monokuro fukinukeru
Itami goto kimi yudanemashou

Kizuato tsuyoku nazoru youshanai aki ga kite
Suzushii yubi temaneku mama ni

Toketa ato no yakkai na koori mitai na watashi o
Yasashiku sukutte uwakuchibiru de asobu

Sore de mo hitotsu no ai no katachi o sagasu
Tooku yori mo ima o musunda kareta hitomi wa
Dekireba kono mama tsutsumarete owaritai
Futari de himeta awai hada tsuki mo kakureteru

Are kara ikuraka yoru suki ni mo narimashita
Izon no umi iki mo wasurete

Muchuu no sono temae de namanurusa dake o nokoshite
Hikigiwa no bigaku tokuige na kisu kirau

Hitori ni shinaide mou sasshite ayamete
Dono kotoba mo kimi no heya de wa surinukete iku no
Midarete nemutte sore ijou o oshiete
Egao no toi ni mayou toiki tsuki dake ga miteru

Tsugi no nagai hari ga tenjou ni todoku koro ni wa
Kimi wa mou inai watashi wa mou iranai

Sore de mo tashika ni ai no katachi o sagashita
Tooku yori mo ima o musunda nureta hitomi wa
Dekireba kono mama tsutsumarete owaritai
Sono negai wa yoru wa munashiku asa o tsurete kuru

Yasashikute atsukute hikyou na kisu de

Irodotte yo saigo no yoru tsuki ga terashiteru

English

The monochromy blows through our colorless encounter
I shall entrust each of my pains to you

The unforgiving autumn, which forcefully traces my scars, comes
While your cool fingers still beckon me

After I'd melted, you tenderly save
The troublesome, icy me and and toy around with me with a kiss

Nevertheless, I search for a single form of love
Your dried eyes tied it to the present from a time far beyond
If I can, I want to end while shrouded this like
Together, we concealed our pale selves; the moon is hiding, too

How many nights did I come to love since then?
In the sea of dependence, I forget to even breathe

Even with your captivation, you only leave behind a tepid warmth
In the art of knowing when to quit, I dislike your conceited kisses

Don't leave me alone, take my hint and make me colorful already
What words will slip out of your room?
Being confused, falling asleep- Will you tell me about things beyond those?
Only the moon is looking at the sighs lost in the questions of smiles

When the next long needle points to the ceiling
You won't be around anymore; I won't need you anymore

Nevertheless, I definitely searched for a form of love
Your teary eyes tied it to the present from a time far beyond
If I can, I want to end while shrouded this like
Your wish and the night bring morning along in vain

Paint it with a tender, passionate, yet cowardly kiss

The moon illuminates our final night

PERSONA~Trinity Soul~
World of the Voice

Romaji

OH ware izuko e OH ware yobu koe

umatsukusu jouhou ikigurushii kono joukyou jibun ga inai
kono sekai no bousou tada musekinin ni toubou doko e iku no?

furiyamanu ame ni zubunure oite kareta kokoro ga
kuzureyuku chokuzen no koe o kike

sasayaka na kizuna de ii
sotto anata o dakishimeru kara
kasaneta inochi ga yukkuri to ima kokyuu shiteiru

soba ni iru yo

kasou sekai no souzou kirihanasareta shoudou doko e iku no?

maru de ANBARANSU ni yureteru kanjou no ubugoe
tashikamete kono yoru wo kakenukero

arifureta kodoku de ii
tada kizutsukeau kurai nara
tozashita kokoro no sukima koboreochisou na kanashimi

kienai yo

kotoba yori mo zutto saki ni koe no nukumori ga tsutawatteiku
mukiau bokura no kono kyori o taisetsu ni omou yo

sasayaka na kizuna ga ii
anata dake wo kanjirareru kara
mebaeta kimochi ga yukkuri to ima kokyuu shiteiru

soba ni iru yo

OH ware izuko e OH ware yobu koe

English

Oh, where am I going? Oh, the voice is calling me!

The completely buried information, and this sufficating situation
There is no place for me

From the impudence of this world, I have been escaping irresponsibly.
Where am I going?
Soaking wet from the nonstop rain
The deserted heart crumbling
Listen to the voice before you go

It's ok if our bond is weak
Because I will softly embrace you closely
The saved-up life is now slowly breathing
"I'm right by your side"

The creations of the imagination world, and the detached impulses
Where are they disappearing to?
The first cries of the emotions that areas though swaying from unbalance
Identify them, and run though this night

It's okay having just loneliness
If we are at the point that we will only hurt each other
The sadness about to scatter from the crevice of the locked heart
It won't disappear!!

Even much earlier than the words
The warmth of the voice is already starting to spread
I value greatly the distance between us two facing each other

Having a weak bond is good
Since I can feel no one's but your presence
The spouting feelings are now slowly breathing
"I'm right by your side"

Oh, where am I going? Oh, the voice is calling me!

PERSONA~Trinity Soul~
Breakin' Through

Romaji

kanjou ni aragau na yo sono ashi wo tomenna
taoreru no wa mada hayai ze
BREAKIN' THROUGH uchinuke yo yami wo furihodoki
tadoritsuku basho wa hitotsu sa

furueru sora nani ga ugokidashiteru
hoo wo kiritsukeru kaze wa nani wo tsugeru

tadashii da toka sou ja nai toka
kudaranai ronsou wa kie ya shinai kedo
shinjita koto wo shijinuku koto
sono saki ni bokura wa hikari mitsukeru darou saa tokihanate ima

kanjou ni aragau na yo sono ashi wo tomenna
taoreru no wa mada hayai ze
BREAKIN' THROUGH uchinuke yo yami wo furihodoki
tadoritsuku basho wa hitotsu sa

zawameku kodou nani ni ojikezuiteru
modore ya shinai kako ni wakare tsugero

mujun darake no kono sekai ja
subete no kotoba ga uso ni kikoeru kedo
sore demo kono te wa hanasanai de to
sono saki de bokura wa warai aeteru darou saa tobikome yo ima

genjou ni shitagau na yo sono ryoute agenna
mienai kusari tachikire yo
BREAKIN' THROUGH uchinuke yo yami wo furihodoki
tadoritsuku basho wa hitotsu sa

sou sa ima yukkuri to me wo tojite goran yo
itsuwari no nai sekai ga mieru darou

dakara kanjou ni aragau na yo sono ashi wo tomenna
taoreru no wa mada hayai ze
BREAKIN' THROUGH uchinuke yo yami wo furihodoki
tadoritsuku basho wa hitotsu sa

English

Don’t deny your feelings, don’t stop those feet of yours
It’s still too early to fall down
Oh, BREAKIN' THROUGH knock down walls, shake off the darkness
There's only one place for you to reach

This shivering sky... What is it trying to shake?
What is the wind telling us cutting our cheek?

Whether it’s right or not
The pointless disputes won’t disappear, but
Continuing to believe in what I believed
We'll find the light in the very end, right?
Come on, release it all now

Don’t deny your feelings, don’t stop those feet of yours
It’s still too early to fall down
Oh, BREAKIN' THROUGH knock down walls, shake off the darkness
There's only one place for you to reach

This uneasy beat... What are you afraid of?
Telling of the parting in the past that never stops to return

In this world full of contradictions
You hear lies in everybody's speech but
Even so, don't lower your hands
In the end we'll meet other smiles, right?
Come on, jump in it now

Following the existing state give the example with your own two hands
Break off the invisible chain
Oh, BREAKIN' THROUGH knock down walls, shake off the darkness
There's only one place for you to reach

So slowly try to close your eyes
You see the world without any lies, right?

So don’t deny your feelings, don’t stop those feet of yours
It’s still too early to fall down
Oh, BREAKIN' THOUGH knock down walls, shake off the darkness
There's only one place for you to reach