Missing

When I read/study Hbngan Etnik Notes..all of sudden I feel like I want to talk to my family.. miss them..the last time I meet them it was like...1 n half month ago...many things happen during that period of time....

My dad had to work at Kedah again will be back next month I think.... I feel sad coz my mum have to take care of things on her own...my younger sister in MRSM already... 2nd brother will go to KMJ n just my 3rd brother at home...with 2 houses need to take care of.... all the bills....everything laa....so to say...

I miss all of them..when I call them..ah...'ok...dorg ok...' but pitied my mum the most.... when I talk to her last week on the phone she felt frustrated bcoz have to handle my brother registration..take care of the home...be the father....somehow I felt glad also that both my brother help mum here n there....thanks guys even though they sometimes piss me off...hehe...

I can't say went I can go back home actually...everything come 1 by 1 to me.... it's tired, yes but it's my responsibility as a daughter, student, friend, n part of UKM society....to do what I want n what I already take as my responsibility...

Sometimes I fell that I can't take it anymore...felt like scream my heart out....but I just keep it locked in my heart bcoz I know n I think I can n must think hard n calm what to do next eventhough sometimes I just do what I want to do ...just in the blink of an eye..I did it!

Still not mature....huh?

Arrgh!!! just wanna go home but I can't bcoz my dad already advise me to focus on my exam... mayb I will check again my schedule whether there are time for me to go back home even if 4 a day...

2morrow got exam...still another 2 topic need to cover haih~

Today's Menu ^.^v

D motif of da pic is bxoz I'm sleepy all day...

N da guy look cute 2 tee hee~

Study HE make me arrghh!!! so...tawaf almost every part of UKM n at 4 pm, my stomach say "I'm hungry! give me food !" so I'm hunting 4 food lor...meet my twin (Izyan) to take d photpcopy of old HE exam paper..n secret..kihkihkih....some1 surely will be mad at me..don't care lah....as if they d only 1 can tell d world bout what they feel....cehh....

Actually, I'm planning 2 go to pasar mlm but...my stomach can't wait so....

Big News here eventhough it's already 'basi';

::My obnoxious brother got into KMJ :: ....register at 11/5 if I'm not mistaken...warrgh!! cannot go back...wanna follow my parent send him to KMJ too!!!

Don't feel like studying right now... don't know why... d mood 2 study just 'poff!' disapppear just like that a few hours ago...it's all bcoz of that incident laa....huh..spoil my mood jew... Nver mind lor....better watch something else for e.g. anime or ...

p/s : thanks again my 'twin' 4 da help....n actually I want 2 put more pictures in this post but....mayb later lor...

My Feeling Right Now...

Both are my feeling right now....just that..some1 really really pissed me off... who that person really think he/she is? hahh? Just bcoz I (we) need his/her help...turn a mean face at me...like ****~~~

It's his/her job also laa...take responsibility lor....tired lor...got other things to do lor...sick lor...exam lor...this n that..what?!others also got things to do maa....it's exam week..what do u expect??? "kesian' laa at others who would sacrifice their tyme to finish their job that they already promise to do...but what about that person???

Really really really hate these situations....

Make me don't want 2 study at the mere moment I saw his/her ....arrgh!!!!!

Nver mind lar...I can forgive but nver forget...it will be a lesson 4 me in d future...nver trust others who would surely take andantages of ur weakness...

Hyper Active Moment...

Dis morning my 1st exam is SIC.....during d exam.....emm...
I blurr 4 a few minutes..coz thinking n recalling d things that I already learn during 2torial class n use it as a guide line 2 answer d paper....
D lecturer just look at my blurry face n smile n I smile back at her.....
N I (we) also pass d assignment paper 2 her.....thank god it's already finish...

After lunch..doze off for a few hour...so tired.....
A few of my friend ym (msn) me but...well I fall asleep..how can I answer their their prob or question, right?
Sorry my friends.....

Dinner at Old Town White Coffee....all types of story we talk about..from Hari Raya Haji 2 ghost story....d waiters (mayb) thinking...'ble la bdk2 nie nak klua..dr td dok berbual2..mkanan dah abis'...ehh..we are d costumer ok...it's up 2 us la nk duk spai pkul brape....huhu..

My body still feel hyper active coz I drink Ice Blended Hazulnut ....mayb my body can't take that type of drink kot...emm....
sleepy but not sleepy at d same moment...
study lor.....ketrampilan exam on Wednesday....
tata...

Headache Moment!!!

Yeah..headache moment.....
Don't know what 2 read or study anymore....arrgh!!!
On Monday got SIC (only ELS student know what is it)...
Cannot wait till d exam is finish....huhuhu..
As some of my friends says..good luck n gambatte..(don't want 2 publish their name coz afraid d other will fell offended if I didn't put their name)...
Even all Korean buddy encourage me in my exam..(special case...tee hee~)

Yeah!!!!
Need 2 study more n more n more...!!!